Possibility

I have probably foreseen the future yet I decided to take the risk, once again. I myself do not know what would stop me, or even pause me. How am I able to bear such feeling and anxiety throughout these years. How I able to firmly stuck in this vicious cycle over and over again. 




Will it be a day where I manage to break the wall and run through ? 





Maybe not. Say heart for a thousand times. 


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