In the nights in the rain, in the afternoon in the dryness, the fog follow me any time anywhere. Obstructing my way, I'm confused to wait or walk. Because there outside too cold, this is tired. Walking in long road, which I don't know when I can stop. Where I must settle, whom I would like to share. Time is running so fast. I am still walking hardly. You have this plans, I am walking in Your line, need Your help many times. I trust in You Ya Rabbe. I trust, I obey and I believe because, You're The Best of Planners.
I write when I don'f feel right. I write to comfort the anxiety inside me. I find this what works best for me, in which I find peace and tranquility. Often, my words are an explanatory of my feelings, or at least a scene behind the unseen. Yet, the heart of mine is a very complex cloth of blood that mercilessly tickles me every now and then. I especially write when I feel sad or upset. Breathe. Vague. Is your heart joking around mine, mate?
Bismillah. Sitting on the sofa while listening to my favorite song, slow rhythm flowing through my ears. Ouh peacefully. The rhythm just perfectly touched my heart. I been thinking to all good times I've been through. The all sweet moments in my life. But suddenly I remember this one thing. This one bad thing happened to me long time ago. Ingat lagi dulu masa 6 tahun rasanya, my friends and I were cycling and I accidentally knocked down. Terseret dekat jalan tar untuk beberapa meter sebab masa tu tengah turun dari jalan berbukit jadi terseret dia agak jauh. Berdarah-darah muka, tangan, kaki semualah. Sakit. Masa tu dah takut. Bukan takut ada patah mana mana part tapi takut kena marah dengan mama. Sebab takut saya tak balik rumah terus tapi pergi rumah orang jaga dulu. Bila mak (panggilan untuk orang jaga saya) tengok saya dah berdarah apa semua dia pun terkejutlah sebab saya tak pernah macam ni. Saya bukan budak yang selalu duduk luar main pondok pond...
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