Words couldn't quite describe what you are to me. A friend? A twin? A sibling? A sister? A reflection ? ... or just another human being? I remember vividly that one afternoon when your grandma came and brought you a pair of white shoes. I think, that was the moment I started to know you. We clicked right away and the rest is history. Among many things I like about us includes the different beings that we are, as an individual. Very true, we are divided by the end of spectrum, surrounding thoughts and view of life in general. But somehow, we have always shared a common ground and managed to preserve what we ought to. Many years with you have been a roller-coaster. We need not fancy outings nor conversing all day everyday, yet, we always find the way to each other's path when it is direly needed. We shared everything but nothing. Although sometimes, silence is the best story-teller. Now, in the middle of the journey, I think I could figure who yo...
Bismillah. Sitting on the sofa while listening to my favorite song, slow rhythm flowing through my ears. Ouh peacefully. The rhythm just perfectly touched my heart. I been thinking to all good times I've been through. The all sweet moments in my life. But suddenly I remember this one thing. This one bad thing happened to me long time ago. Ingat lagi dulu masa 6 tahun rasanya, my friends and I were cycling and I accidentally knocked down. Terseret dekat jalan tar untuk beberapa meter sebab masa tu tengah turun dari jalan berbukit jadi terseret dia agak jauh. Berdarah-darah muka, tangan, kaki semualah. Sakit. Masa tu dah takut. Bukan takut ada patah mana mana part tapi takut kena marah dengan mama. Sebab takut saya tak balik rumah terus tapi pergi rumah orang jaga dulu. Bila mak (panggilan untuk orang jaga saya) tengok saya dah berdarah apa semua dia pun terkejutlah sebab saya tak pernah macam ni. Saya bukan budak yang selalu duduk luar main pondok pond...
I write when I don'f feel right. I write to comfort the anxiety inside me. I find this what works best for me, in which I find peace and tranquility. Often, my words are an explanatory of my feelings, or at least a scene behind the unseen. Yet, the heart of mine is a very complex cloth of blood that mercilessly tickles me every now and then. I especially write when I feel sad or upset. Breathe. Vague. Is your heart joking around mine, mate?
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