sophea

At times, you contemplate where is your life going. For the purpose of knowing, you wondering and wandering around quest for the meaning. You stumble upon many blocks, shaking up your way and on those bumpy road, you stuck.  However the journey continues, albeit the difficulties you went through. It only indicates that you are capable of doing it and that means you have just unlocked your limit. Believe in yourself, and keep going. God is there besides you, and within you. Ask away, you won't be fooled.  For the matter of heart, you know what is right. Find the peace you are longing, in the misty dawn of nights and mornings, also between the reading. Let go of what stopping you from the happiness and the truth, and move forward for something new and greater you.  Behold, your peace of mind matters, and if that lingers and bugs you so much that it hurts, leave.  Open up your soul and feeling for something that is worthy. For you are too priceless...

She is a free soul that no one can ever stop,  She is stubborn and holds firmly to what she believes in. You won't change her before she knocks you down in the first move,  She is so carefree that she can't seem to bother what you think about her.  Let her live the life she dreams of, Let her fly high to the skies that have no limit, Let her carries the stand she holds on,  And let her die, the way she wanted to be remembered most. 

Every day, it has always been such a hard time for me when reading the news. Aside from slow internet connection, I seem to distract myself from reading them because I know my heart couldn't take it anymore. Growing up, I have always been hunting, reading and watching the news, articles, magazines, bulletins and much more from all sort of genres and sources. I have always intrigued to know more and more and more bout what's going on with the world as I eat my ice cream. But, never in those time, like today that I've been so upset and mad upon news I read and watch. All of this nasty inhumane and immoral conduct that surrounds us give me all sorts of feeling, and worse, to even burst my tears in no minute. Apart from that, I can't seem to really understand and even fit into the pop-culture era/moment/decade/years (you name it) that we are living in. Viralling is now a thing? I'm all for people sharing personal experience and their proud moments, but now, we can...

Kata kata itu diungkap dengan penuh makna Mengartikan rindu yang tak tertanggung dada Lembut diurai dibalik jendela rasa Dengan pasrah penuh pada Pencipta Tiap langkah yang diorak Tangan yang membanting asa Tiap satunya dimaknakan dengan niat di dada Biar halus membisik doa Namun tetap didengar oleh Si Penentu Segala Biar akhir nanti, takdirNya adalah seperti yang terpatri dalam mimpi mimpi Sang Puteri.

Amidst of this cold weather, I would rather sip my coffee under the ladder, There, I would see the future I'll dive into the wildest thoughts Questioning self of all that's in mind Justifying the hows and whys Concluding the pieces of puzzle I'm in I would cave into the root and expect to see it all From the tiniest to the finest Drench between reality insides the fantasy This heart of mine finally draws it sign but in all honesty, he does seem alive albeit the dying he feels inside.

The worst kind of feeling is when my world stops but the rest of the world continues. Talk less, show less. You don't have to explain yourself every single time. Life is life, then live one.

I write when I don'f feel right. I write to comfort the anxiety inside me. I find this what works best for me, in which I find peace and tranquility. Often, my words are an explanatory of my feelings, or at least a scene behind the unseen. Yet, the heart of mine is a very complex cloth of blood that mercilessly tickles me every now and then. I especially write when I feel sad or upset. Breathe. Vague. Is your heart joking around mine, mate?