sophea

Bismillah. Sitting on the sofa while listening to my favorite song, slow rhythm flowing through my ears. Ouh peacefully. The rhythm just perfectly touched my heart.  I been thinking to all good times I've been through. The all sweet moments in my life. But suddenly I remember this one thing. This one bad thing happened to me long time ago. Ingat lagi dulu masa 6 tahun rasanya, my friends and I were cycling and I accidentally knocked down. Terseret dekat jalan tar untuk beberapa meter sebab masa tu tengah turun dari jalan berbukit jadi terseret dia agak jauh. Berdarah-darah muka, tangan, kaki semualah. Sakit. Masa tu dah takut. Bukan takut ada patah mana mana part tapi takut kena marah dengan mama.  Sebab takut saya tak balik rumah terus tapi pergi rumah orang jaga dulu. Bila mak (panggilan untuk orang jaga saya) tengok saya dah berdarah apa semua dia pun terkejutlah sebab saya tak pernah macam ni. Saya bukan budak yang selalu duduk luar main pondok pond...

Please don't go away I'll do anything to hold you back With the summer breeze You came to my life You're the one I'm always dreaming of Please don't leave me now I don't wanna make you memory Hope it's not too late You're the one i need Love will fade away This time i believe What you are to me Don't you go away And let me see your smile like yesterday Our love's just begun And it's not to end You're the one for me Let me hold you now

Anywhere you are, I am near Anywhere you go, I'll be there Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see When it's love Yeah, you say them out loud Those words, they never go away They live on, even when we're gone And I know an angel was sent just for me And I know I'm meant to be where I am And I'm gonna be Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side I would never leave when she needs me most Anywhere you are, I am near Anywhere you go, I'll be there And I'm gonna be here forever more Every single promise I'll keep Cause what kind of girl would I be If I was to leave when you need me the most I'm forever keeping my angel close

Can you hear the silence ? Can you see the dark ? Can you fix the broken ? Can you feel ? Can you feel my heart ? Can you help the hopeless ? Well, I'm begging on my knees Can you save my bastard soul ? Will you wait for me ? I'm scared to get closed and I hate being alone I long for that feeling to not feel at all The higher I get, the lower I'll sink I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim