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A Babe

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Words couldn't quite describe what you are to me. A friend? A twin? A sibling? A sister? A reflection ? ... or just another human being? I remember vividly that one afternoon when your grandma came and brought you a pair of white shoes. I think, that was the moment I started to know you. We clicked right away and the rest is history. Among many things I like about us includes the different beings that we are, as an individual. Very true, we are divided by the end of spectrum, surrounding thoughts and view of life in general. But somehow, we have always shared a common ground and managed to preserve what we ought to. Many years with you have been a roller-coaster. We need not fancy outings nor conversing all day everyday, yet, we always find the way to each other's path when it is direly needed. We shared everything but nothing.  Although sometimes, silence is the best story-teller. Now, in the middle of the journey, I think I could figure who yo

Thoughts

Yep I know this title could've been the millions time I'm using throughout my blogging history. But you know what, am just gonna go with it. It suits me the most if you know what I'm saying. Living to me includes doing things for activities. Has it occurred to you that we do what we had to do to feel relevant? What if our tight and busy schedule is done to portray our effort of living, and worth of breathing. Can't living only mean living? As simple as it might sounds, I doubt it is the easiest to do. As we human tend to crave the acknowledgement of others, in one way or another. Some times, to the point we forget our way of living , just so we are seen living.    My words might seem poorly articulated by you, but look again, not once but twice.

2018

Today I wanted to talk about me (in a sense). This is rare, I know.  2017 has been a year. It is a year of reflection, as much as it is a completion. If I'm being honest, I didn't do much last year. Now don't get me wrong. I joined many programs and went to a remarkable trip (I will blog later) throughout the year. But I didn't feel as myself most of the time. Yes I've went to places by myself but often than not I spent time doing things other than my things. You sometimes do things you needed to than what you wanted to. Such is life. It has however left me with a great lesson. I widen my world, pushed my boundaries and at the end of the day, I completed it. I might not be as proud as I hoped to, but it is all done and dusted. Looking back, 2017 has yet opened and unveiled many layers of myself that I didn't know of. Suffice, it is one thing that made me who I am. And I hope to continue this journey of mine for evermore. 2018.  What will

Letters

At times, you contemplate where is your life going. For the purpose of knowing, you wondering and wandering around quest for the meaning. You stumble upon many blocks, shaking up your way and on those bumpy road, you stuck.  However the journey continues, albeit the difficulties you went through. It only indicates that you are capable of doing it and that means you have just unlocked your limit. Believe in yourself, and keep going. God is there besides you, and within you. Ask away, you won't be fooled.  For the matter of heart, you know what is right. Find the peace you are longing, in the misty dawn of nights and mornings, also between the reading. Let go of what stopping you from the happiness and the truth, and move forward for something new and greater you.  Behold, your peace of mind matters, and if that lingers and bugs you so much that it hurts, leave.  Open up your soul and feeling for something that is worthy. For you are too priceless to be taken gr

She

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She is a free soul that no one can ever stop,  She is stubborn and holds firmly to what she believes in. You won't change her before she knocks you down in the first move,  She is so carefree that she can't seem to bother what you think about her.  Let her live the life she dreams of, Let her fly high to the skies that have no limit, Let her carries the stand she holds on,  And let her die, the way she wanted to be remembered most. 

Say it all

Every day, it has always been such a hard time for me when reading the news. Aside from slow internet connection, I seem to distract myself from reading them because I know my heart couldn't take it anymore. Growing up, I have always been hunting, reading and watching the news, articles, magazines, bulletins and much more from all sort of genres and sources. I have always intrigued to know more and more and more bout what's going on with the world as I eat my ice cream. But, never in those time, like today that I've been so upset and mad upon news I read and watch. All of this nasty inhumane and immoral conduct that surrounds us give me all sorts of feeling, and worse, to even burst my tears in no minute. Apart from that, I can't seem to really understand and even fit into the pop-culture era/moment/decade/years (you name it) that we are living in. Viralling is now a thing? I'm all for people sharing personal experience and their proud moments, but now, we can

Harap

Kata kata itu diungkap dengan penuh makna Mengartikan rindu yang tak tertanggung dada Lembut diurai dibalik jendela rasa Dengan pasrah penuh pada Pencipta Tiap langkah yang diorak Tangan yang membanting asa Tiap satunya dimaknakan dengan niat di dada Biar halus membisik doa Namun tetap didengar oleh Si Penentu Segala Biar akhir nanti, takdirNya adalah seperti yang terpatri dalam mimpi mimpi Sang Puteri.